So it's back to the same old thing. I'm used to it. I'm used to it. I know I know. Well, there's Kate. And I'm not some piece of shit to her. Actually, I'm a friend and she's mine, too, so I'll go with that. The good thing is, she's in both worlds: school and home. It's amazing how you can live down the block from someone for years and never meet them until you go more than a thousand miles away.
I'm really missing some people right now. Really really missing. I want to hear them and they're not there. And I want to see them and they're not here.
Yesterday I was sitting in the middle of a bout 500 people in the cafeteria. Everyone was into conversation with everyone else and I was alone. I can start out with people, and soon they'll fade and the loneliness will set in. "Sweet misery, she loves her company. She's in a crowd when she is all alone."
Go figure.
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