Today it's been a year since I last saw Anthony. I guess it's a good date for an anniversary because it'll also be the day I decided I'm done with all of their bullshit.

I thought about it. I really did. And I thought about it again and thought I could accept it and be happy and be happy for them. But I can't. I can't be happy. Sure, I'll be happy for them. But I can't be happy myself. Because he lied.

Because he led me on.
Because he lied just like they did.
So now I'm done with it. Never, never, never again.
Never again.
See me build my walls?
See me getting harder?
It's easy.
It's easy.
It's easy.
Build a wall around my heart and the pain can't get through. It's easy. Just just like this.