I recorded four songs today:
Paul
Extra-Ordinary Piece
Halleluyah Sweet Clementine
Blueprints (Charlie)
They sound...amazing. Incredible. And they're not even mixed properly yet or anything. I have Extra-Ordinary Piece playing on repeat. Because I love it so much. And I can't believe it's me singing. And it sounds soooo good.
There are technical difficulties with Iquo getting home, so I called Mark but he didn't answer and I have a feeling he's not going to because I'm an awful idiot bitch. We'll have to find some way to get her here...I just don't know though.
Hopefully he'll call me back. And hopefully he'll still be around. But I'm not counting on that anymore.
Does anyone have a car? And damn it! He has my Katrin story!
My mind is everywhere now. I have to get off this and not think about it. I never should have gotten a best friend. I should have stayed home that day and died. I should have died.
But here I am. Here I am. Alive. Loving life. And now I'm a selfish artist wasting the space around her. And ruining the people I care about the most.
I should have stayed home.
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I thought of this recurring [song/motif] in my life when I read this entry.
Gotta get off gonna get hafta get off of this ride
Gotta get hold gonna get need to get hold of my pride
When did I get where did I how was I caught in this game
When will I know where will I how will I think of my name
When did I start feeling sure feeling safe
And start wondering why
Is this a dream am I here where are you what’s in back of the sky
Why do we cry
Gotta get off gonna get outta this merry-go-round
Gotta get on gonna get need to get on where I’m bound
When did I get where did I why am I lost as a lamb
When will I know where will I how will I learn who I am
Is this a dream am I here where are you
Tell me when will I know how will I know when will I know why
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