Awfulness

Last night was interesting. Went back to my room from Shabbat dinner early because I wasn't in a people mood and watched Chasing Amy. Then I went up on the roof with James, Kate, Adam, Billie, and Sean.

Then, all hell broke loose. Lindsay called and hung up. Billie grabbed the phone and "called her" and blabbed about whatever only she called her house and got her mom at 1 something in the morning! Then I was an idiot and ruined everything with Kate.

After, I went crazy and ended up in Dan and James' room until 4:30 in the morning when Dan walked me home.

So I called Lindsay's parents and apologized. Talked to Kate who says "everything's fine" but it's really not because I ruined it and things won't be the same. So, considering I have so much actual studying and no real time for people, I have a good excuse to avoid people the entire semester except when I'm at work.

Speaking of work, I have it from 10-2 tomorrow and every Sunday this semester. Yay! I love Sunday morning when it's empty and quiet. It's a nice time for me to chill and relax and read and play guitar or whatever. Tomorrow it'll be mostly reading and doing whatever set ups they have for me.

It's been really warm the past few days...60's and 50's. But tomorrow we have a high of 33 and snow all day. Lovely. Just what I need.

Mark's not calling me back or calling me at all anymore. So tough on him. I'm sick of these stupid men everywhere. And girls. (Except for Lindsay and Emma.) I think, mainly, I'm sick of people for the most part.

It's nice that someone actually cares about me to write me nice notes on my blog. Thank you. It's greatly appreciated because everyone else in my life makes me into a piece of crap. And you make me into something I actually admire. Which is awesome. I love you.

Anyhow, since I have work tomorrow and it's 12:30 and I still have to get ready for bed and finish my chapter in Oreo, I should be going. More later.