Exhaustion Already?

I'm already exhausted. And it's only the second week. That is really sad.

So much reading and work. Work's not bad, but the reading is ridiculous in quantity although great in quality. I finished Oreo and Eva's Man. My thesis for Eva's Man is due tomorrow before class and I still have no idea what I'm doing. So I'm screwed. Yeah. Great. Hopefully I'll be overcome with some inspiration before 2pm.

Hung out with James a lot today which was nice and manipulated him into staying in the UC with me until I got off work at 11. (sorry, but I hate walking alone...so thank you. :-) )

Things with Kate are supposedly "back to normal," and although they are all "normal" on the outside, everything is awkward and nothing can be the same again because I messed up and now she can't trust me and I know that and I can't trust myself with anything.

More problems with other people. Batman stalking me everywhere and driving me insane. Best friend not talking to me for whatever reason. "I'm busy." I told him that his little scheme with calling me on the way to events and never any other times (as in I get two seconds of his time and it feels as if he feels obligated to talk to me) and how it's fine that he calls me for little intervals but bad that he doesn't give more time otherwise. So I guess he felt obligated and now he won't talk. Whatever. His problem.

I just want to do my work and not think about anything else because it's all trivial and stupid but I'm human and of course everything else intrudes.

I should be getting to bed. Long day tomorrow. But Tommy Makem is coming Friday! If I didn't have that awful art history lecture at 12 on Friday, James was willing to give up his invitation so I could go meet him. I told him he didn't have to do that but that it was sweet anyway. Adam got me and Kate tickets and James is working backstage (lucky him!) and it'll be great. I can't wait. So at least I have something to look forward to.